So...I'm kinda back to here, so I thought I'd update you all with happenings in my life and changes.

I'm no longer with my long term boyfriend, have been single since Feb and I'm thoroughly enjoying the freedom, apart from the odd lonely feelings!

I'm still with Clarins as a therapist, it'll be a year in October since I started with them! How scary time moves so quickly. I'm fully settled there now, fully trained and enjoying it. It's hard work but I find it fulfilling I can't imagine myself working anywhere else. We keep having outside of work get togethers which makes us such a strong team. I managed to impress my boss at a bbq, for looking stone cold sober when I wasn't in the slightest! lol

My granddad turned 87 on Friday. It'll be a miracle if he lasts until his next birthday. I don't mean to be morbid but I've faced the facts. His Parkinson's is making him deteriorate quite a bit now. His eyesight is going, and his hearing is going aswell. He's kind of in his own little bubble most of the time. My mum's applied for a carer's allowance and is going to give up her job so she can care for him full time, as my nan isn't capable of looking after him (washing him, getting him food etc.) cos she has her own problems and also needs my mum's help.

On a better note ~ I'm turning 21 in just over two weeks! How exciting! I'm attempting to organise a big bash at my house, but we'll see how it all works out lol. I have to work 9 days in a row to be able to get time off over my birthday, oooo eeeeer! It'll be worth it though ^____^

All in all though, I'm the happiest I've been in such a long time. I can't remember how long it's been since I've felt so content! I'm also going to attempt to update my photography! If you lot have any suggestions for themes, poses etc. that I could do, then please let me know! I have a few ideas already but I'm trying to think of ways to get around being the model and the photographer at the same time...lol (the timer only helps so far)

How is everyone? I've lost contact with almost all my buddies on here Get in contact with me and let me know how you're all doing please! <333